Simplicity

It's funny to see people grow happy with smiles and giddiness when they see someone they find attractive, much like a celebrity, but more personal because it's just a regular person. I don't think those people themselves realize that they make other people happy in the most simplest of ways. Just by existing. It's one of the good things in life. some may find it childish, but the child in all of is us where our true happiness is. Like I keep saying. I'm in the phase of realizing that I'm growing up, and it sucks to think about it, but it's something everyone goes through. I know I'm not alone. I just want to keep the child in me alive. I'm trying to look at things simply, get giddy, and happy like others do when they see the person they like, but sometimes its hard. Judgement stops that for us. Judgement from other people, on how we're looked at in society, and also even more our own self judgement. There's a kind of person that we all want to be. Either a combination of several people we've encountered in our life, or just a single person, we want to grow up and be a certain way. A way we think we will be happy and a way that society will also accept us. Sometimes, I think that's the only concern of a person. To be happy with ourselves, and also be accepted in society. All the little goals we have for ourselves, if you think about it builds up to that. When we reach those goals, what was accomplished? What's the big picture? It's exactly that. How funny. I always say it's the simple things in life that make us happy, but really that's everything. Life is simple. We just grow up to look at things more complicated.